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  Big Ben

  Nana Malone

  Contents

  1. Livy

  2. Ben

  3. Livy

  4. Ben

  5. Livy

  6. Ben

  7. Ben

  8. Ben

  9. Livy

  10. Ben

  11. Ben

  12. Livy

  13. Ben

  14. Ben

  15. Livy

  16. Livy

  17. Ben

  18. Livy

  19. Livy

  20. Ben

  21. Livy

  22. Ben

  23. Ben

  24. Ben

  25. Ben

  26. Ben

  27. Livy

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  1

  Livy

  Present Day

  Darkness wrapped her arms around me like a lover I’d grown tired of. Too heavy, too cloying. If I’d had my pick of hiding places, I wouldn’t have chosen a freaking closet.

  But beggars and choosers and all that.

  Only a sliver of light underneath the door made my coffin seem like less of a permanent void. My heart kicked inside my chest, each beat like a punch against my ribs.

  But it wasn’t fear.

  Oh no. It was something deeper. Darker. More worrisome.

  And it felt a hell of a lot like excitement.

  The heat of the man who held his hand pressed over my mouth completely enveloped me, wrapping itself around me, not like the stifling shroud of a wet blanket but more like the safe cocoon of a weighted one.

  I should have been terrified. Screw getting caught. I needed to kick, and scream, and raise hell because I could very well die in this closet.

  No, you won’t.

  Okay, maybe not, but it sure as hell felt that way. That was what I got for literally running away from a party. But in my defense, I was escaping Fenton Mills, my boyfriend’s boss. That man had far too many hands and had consumed far too many gin and tonics to care who saw him try to grab my ass.

  If I was in the mood to be honest, I’d have to admit the crowd had started to get to me too. Dexter had promised to stay by my side, knowing how crowds made me crazy, but true to form, he’d gotten caught up talking to someone, had some scotch, and left me alone like a sitting duck.

  So I’d gone looking for a little reprieve. A moment to breathe. Somewhere to hide. The office door was open, and then I’d leaned against the stupid statue, a ceramic of what looked like bodies intertwined. How was I supposed to know how fragile the damn thing was? I’d been startled by a noise and bumped the stupid thing and had to scramble to catch it.

  I’d grabbed onto what looked like a handle just in time. Problem was, when I righted the statue…the handle came off in my hand. Only it wasn’t a handle at all. It was a dick. I had statue dick in my hands. Statue Dick.

  As if that hadn’t been enough cause for panic, the noise I’d heard only drew closer with footsteps outside the door. Cold, clammy sweat popped on my skin, and I had to make a literal fight-or-flight, game-time decision. There was no fighting in my party shoes, so I’d chosen to flee. But I couldn’t very well go out the door I’d come through because then I’d have been caught, so I hid in the closet, in the dark. And I’d been prepared to stay there for however long I needed to.

  I didn’t have to wait long. After minutes, the door opened and light spilled in, practically blinding me and giving me only a one-second glimpse at what I was certain would mean a trip to jail when a man so broad that he blocked out the direct light put me in darkness again.

  He was well over six feet. His blond hair was a little too long. And his ice blue eyes pierced directly into my soul, freezing me where I stood and sending heat licking over my skin. I caught just enough of a jaw so square that it would make Henry Cavill jealous before he stepped into the shoebox-size closet that was definitely too small for one of us, let alone two.

  His broad shoulders took up far too much room and made it difficult to breathe. Our bodies pressed up against each other, and the heat of him chased away the chill of my fear. But my thundering, tripping, skipping heartbeat stayed. My breath became shallow and thin. Probably because he was hogging all the damn oxygen.

  I should have been afraid, but it was excitement that made my belly do flips and injected that hint of euphoria that lied to me and told me I could fly.

  “What do you think—” I didn’t get to finish my statement because the Viking god in Armani placed his damn hand over my mouth and leaned ever so close. A wash of heat spread over my body as I molded against him because, quite frankly, I had nowhere else to go. I was hot and flushed and worried, but somehow, not scared.

  “Be still.” The gruff, grumbly growl sent a spike of heat through me. But I did as I was told. I could hear movement in the office beyond. I didn’t want to be caught. The more I moved, the more noise I made. And the last thing I needed was evidence of the broken sculpture to be found. Evidence I still held in my hand.

  So, I was stuck like that, pressed up against a total stranger with a chest broad enough to obscure me from view and tall enough to tower over me. Christ, he was big.

  The voices and footsteps drew closer outside.

  I held my breath. Oh shit. Oh shit, oh shit, oh shit. I couldn’t be caught in here. No way in hell could I explain any of this. There was no easy way to say, “Hey, sorry I broke your priceless statue’s dick as I was running away from your party.” So I was stuck. In a closet, in the dark. With a guy who could only be described as a Viking in a tux.

  And was that his very large erection pressing against my belly? I swallowed hard. Oh yes, that was also most certainly his hand on my ass. I opened my mouth to bite his hand, and he admonished me with a whispered, “Shut up. Neither one of us wants to get caught, love.”

  He had a point there. But his hand flexed on my ass, and I was not okay with it.

  Except… Somewhere deep down inside, my inner libido was absolutely fine with it. It had been six long months since I’d had sex, boyfriend notwithstanding, and I was craving a man’s touch. But it was still wrong. The Viking wasn’t Dexter. I needed to get the hell out of there.

  But there was one slight problem; whoever was in the office wasn’t going away, so I was stuck there with one of the Viking’s hands on my ass and the other on my mouth, and I was too afraid to breathe.

  “You need to moan. You had better be a damn good actress.”

  He couldn’t see me, but I still furrowed my brow before I opened my mouth to protest. Then suddenly, he lifted his hand off my mouth, but he didn’t release me. Instead, he slid that hand into my hair, angling his head so his face was in the crook of my neck. “You’re going to have to moan now.”

  “What the—”

  His mouth on my neck sent a spike of pure need that tugged low in my belly, and the moan that followed was completely involuntary. It felt good. Too good. His lips trailed along my collar bone. His teeth nipped my skin. I wanted to argue. To fight. To tell him to get his hands the hell off me because I had a boyfriend. But I was distracted by his mouth and the hand in my hair tugging it to the side, making a mess of what had taken me hours to artfully straighten and arrange.

  But still the footsteps and voices grew closer, and the Viking whispered again. “Fake it till you make it, princess. Make me believe you.”

  His hand tightened on my ass, squeezing and pulling me flush against him. The hard length of his erection was like steel against my belly.

  He throbbed against me, and before I could wiggle away, the door cracked open and light streamed in like a ray of sunshine. I finally understood what he was doing.

  This was for show. This was our way out.
Our way to keep from being caught. We had to fake this and fake it well.

  I moaned loud enough to be heard. The door opened a little wider, and I ducked my head into his neck too. My breathing was ragged as he ravaged my neck. Later, when I came to my senses, I would tell myself I hadn’t rocked against his erection.

  All I heard then was a chuckle from someone, and muffled words as the door closed again and any hint of light was gone.

  The Viking Adonis should have released me then, but he trailed his nose up the column of my throat again until he hit the shell of my ear, and then his lips whispered, “Very well done, princess.”

  He released me suddenly. But his jacket caught on my pin as he shoved open the door, and I squeaked. “No, no, no.” But I heard the soft ping as my pin hit the floor, and the sound made tears well in my eyes. “Shit.”

  “Are you okay?” His voice was brusque, distracted.

  I fell to the ground, trying to find it. “No, I am not okay. You broke my p—”

  He tapped his ear as he gave me a hard look. “I’m really sorry. But I’ve got to go.” And then he was gone, leaving me completely alone with my mother’s broken pin in the palm of my hand. I wobbled in place, unable to get a sense of my bearings as tears welled in my eyes

  What the hell had just happened?

  Ben

  I’d never been one to run from trouble, but there was a first time for everything. Once I escaped the closet into the outer office with the Picasso on the wall, I hurried down the hall and into the stairwell then leaned against the cold concrete of the wall.

  I hadn’t expected to find anyone else in that office, let alone a woman whose body imprint I could still feel along mine like she’d left a thermal heat signature beneath my skin.

  I forced air into my lungs with a series of slow inhalations. I needed to get my shit together. People were fucking counting on me. Now was not the time to get distracted.

  I knew my sins.

  Greed. Pride. And my two personal favorites, wrath and lust.

  I knew them all.  I had cataloged them appropriately.

  I was a rogue.  A rebel.  I didn’t believe the rules applied to me, or rather, I was tired of playing by them.

  It was a night for revenge, not for getting tangled up with a beautiful woman.

  It didn’t matter if my palms still itched from the feel of her arse in my hand. And that fucking scent… coconut and lime, all light and citrusy. I could still smell her even though she wasn’t near me any longer.

  East Hale, my tech support and best mate, broke the silence on the com unit in my ear. “If you’re done snogging the random woman in the closet, we have a plan to carry out.” Luckily, he was only mildly irritated.

  “I’m already on the move, East,” I muttered as I hurried down the stairs. This was the problem when you were working with your mates on different activities.

  “You’d bloody well better be.”

  “Only fucking Ben Covington would get sent in to copy files and meet a woman,” said Bridge Edgerton. His goddamn voice was always distinctive. The years at Eton had smoothed out his East End accent, but a light edge always slid back in when he was giving me shit.

  “Swear to God if you two don’t shut it, you’re in for an arse kicking.”

  The deeper laugh was all Bridge, and I could only shake my head. Twat.

  East spoke again. “Move your arse. Cameras will only be down another thirty seconds.”

  “On it.” I didn’t want to have to explain what I was doing anywhere near Bram Van Linsted’s office when those cameras came back online. If I fucked up, we were back to square one.  None of us wanted that, so I had to make this work.

  “Don’t forget, drop the flash drive into the potted plant by the main exit. We have someone on the cleaning crew who will pick it up.”

  The Van Linsted family was security crazy, which happened when you owned a diamond empire. Every guest at this little party would be searched before leaving. I didn’t want to get caught with the files.

  The stairwell dumped me out in a hallway downstairs. My shoes made a soft click-click sound on the marble floors. I glanced around. Fortunately, there was no security in sight.

  I could hear the harp music clearly from down the hall when East said, “Incoming, Ben. Turn left.”

  I took the door immediately to my left, slipping in and closing it behind me.

  A woman shrieked, and the man pumping his hips between her thighs turned with a snarl. “You fucking mind, mate?”

  I bit back my chuckle. “Sorry. Didn’t know this room was taken.”

  In my ear, around a laugh, East told me the hallway was clear, and I grinned at the couple I’d interrupted. “I do have to say… running off to shag in an empty conference room is not really that inventive, is it?” I ducked back out when the bloke glared like he wanted to hit me.

  I managed to make it down the hall and into the main foyer. “Okay, I’m in position.”

  “Ahh, pretty boy has remembered he has a job to do.”

  “Shut it, Bridge. Don’t be mad at me because you’re about to tie yourself to a ball and chain.” I grabbed a glass of champagne from a passing waiter. “Don’t be jealous because the ladies love me. You too could have all the pussy in the world, but you’re giving that up.”

  East sounded bored when he said, “If you two are done acting like children, we still have another device to copy.”

  The first part of my assignment had been to sneak into Bram Van Linsted’s office and copy the data on his laptop. I was familiar enough with the Van Linsted estate to make that happen. After all, I’d spent enough time there as a child and then later when we were classmates at Eton.

  Van Linsted Senior hadn’t been much of a fan of me or my mates. Having to be in charge of our instruction for the Elite had been a chore he clearly loathed. And he’d made his disdain known.  He’d made it clear he didn’t want any of us anywhere near his son.  But his hands had been tied, so he’d had to tolerate us, and we’d had to tolerate him.

  But the time for tolerance was almost over.

  2

  Ben

  I sipped my champagne, doing my level best to blend into the crowd. Easier said than done when my face was so damn recognizable.

  As James Covington’s son, it was difficult to be inconspicuous. After all, this was a fundraiser. Marcus Van Linsted had supported my father as Prime Minister, so I was expected to attend. And there were more than a few people who wanted to speak with me, or, at the very least, be seen speaking to me.

  I knew how to do approachable but aloof. After all, I’d been doing it for years. It was just a matter of slipping on the mask. My gaze scanned the crowd and found our host easily enough.

  “I’ve got him.”

  “Okay. Remember, you have to get close to him. It’s going to take a full two minutes, maybe three. But once you have it, get the fuck out.”

  “Nothing more specific than that?” As plans went, sometimes East was lacking in detail.

  “It’s not an exact science. Remember we don’t want anyone to know what you’re doing.”

  “Right. Remind me the next time we steal sensitive information from our own secret society to put one of you in the field.”

  East chuckled.  “Then who would be on tech? You? That’s a recipe for disaster.”

  Technology and I got along fine as long as I didn’t have to rely on it for anything. I liked relying on myself. It was safer.

  Relax. Don’t rush. Take your time. Play the part.

  Bram Van Linsted was in the middle of the crowd as the man of the hour. He was smiling and shaking hands. I needed to get this done now.

  With dark hair and blue eyes, he was a charming git. Even in the middle of the crowd, it was easy to spot him. He was surrounded by people. After all, they wanted to curry favor. Van Linsted was filthy fucking rich with excellent political prospects. His family had served in politics for years until leaving
for the private sector. Rumor was he’d be making his own political bid soon enough.

  I knew what most of these people didn’t know, though. Van Linsted wielded more power outside of politics than in it. And if there were to be any kind of elections, they wouldn’t be by the people. They would be only by the people he looked upon as peers.

  People like me, like my friends, were the kind of people he wanted to strip power from.

  But now I had money. Not my father’s money, my own. Between Bridge, East, and myself, we had enough power to dismantle the Elite. If we were smart.

  Everything had to go right or the dominoes wouldn’t fall the way we needed.

  I bumped into a waiter as I marched toward my target, deliberately causing a minor crash. The guy had only two glasses on his tray, so the spill wasn’t too bad.  “Mate, I’m sorry.”

  I made a show of attempting to help him and having to be saved by him instead.  It would be better if everyone thought I was pissed. They’d make assumptions that I was useless. Insignificant.

  When I was back on my feet, I pulled my jacket back into place and leered at Van Linsted’s date, Cassandra something or other. She was a model. There was something so familiar about her in the jawline. Had I shagged her? It was hard to remember that kind of thing. As much as I was doing this for show, playing the luxury-stricken playboy, there was some truth to the carefully constructed exterior. After all, I’d been playing the part for a very long time.

  When Van Linsted caught sight of me, he frowned as if he’d tasted something bad.  “Covington, I see nothing has changed.”